Not Your Therapist
Spoken:
So... what would you like to talk about today?
Intro:
You see, I’ve got — well, I had a girlfriend back home
We were together for five years or so
We lived together and all that
Yeah, it was easy... it was good, it was fun
Until, of course, I moved off.
One:
We tried long distance for a couple months
I could've done it longer, if I'm honest
But she was — she couldn't do it
So she broke it off with me
Yeah, it hurt — but I understood it
Guess it's mostly on me.
Chorus:
You know me, I'm usually the strong one
The one people lean on when things go wrong
And for years, I was that for her
But don't you think I need some time to sit with the hurt?
She broke up with me
But she kept on calling
In the middle of the night
"I love yous" and "I'm sorrys"
But she don't wanna be back together
So I told her, hon... I'm not your therapist
Spoken:
How does that make you feel?
Two:
This went on for about a year
Kept me stuck, kept me right here
She said it's fine if I start dating
But it's not really fine if she's still texting, right?
Three:
So when I went back home, I finally stood my ground
Said, “this has to end, please don't call me now”
You were the one who let it go
But I'm the one still stuck in it somehow.
(Repeat chorus)
Five:
So you see, I need some help, that's why I'm here
I'm technically free, but it's not that clear
All my friends say I should start dating
But for some reason I just don't feel worthy.
Outro:
I have it... I see it now
Maybe I'm better off on my own somehow
Maybe I'm not meant for somebody
Maybe I just live this life, alone and free.
Spoken:
We'll see each other again next week